ALONE: EPISODE 40

Alone Episode 40 (final)

As I sat at the airport that morning,waiting patiently for my flight to be announced,I took a look at the event of the last two weeks.
I had remained indoors after Rose had shamefully left. I didn’t even know when the others left. I only got busy with my laptop,always expecting emails from the university
The mail finally arrived on Friday morning. I was about going to shower when it came in. I was so excited that I placed a call to mum immediately. She was also happy,telling me what to do in anticipation for my journey. I started packing my stuffs immediately. I choose to go to the bank that day. I got the money mum had given me transfered into a new account,withdrew the amount I needed for a little shopping, stopped at a supermarket and got all the things I thought I needed before going back home.
The house was extremely quiet when I arrived so I just stole in the things I had bought. I continued my packing till I eventually got tired, had my dinner in my room and went to bed.
Saturday morning,I left for the embassy like mum had advised. I showed them my admission letter and after series of questions,they booked a flight for me on Tuesday morning.
I got my flight ticket and left for home in the mid afternoon.



While I drove in,I met Gospel about leaving the house. Before I could finish parking the car,he was already waiting for me to get down.
Gospel: Hi.
Me: Good day.
Gospel: What’s up? Earlier this week,you’ve refused to be seen and now,you’re going in and out. Tell me,are we celebrating anything soon?
I smiled and locked the car.
Me: Of course. But mum will be the one to tell you that.
Gospel: You no longer go to school. Why?
Me: Cause I gave myself a break. Besides,you don’t think it’s easy for me to come to terms with the fact that my companion just left.
Gospel: Hmmm. I get.
Me: You going out?
Gospel: Yeah. Want to get one or two things.
Me: Alright. See you then.
I walked into the house with my handbag and began to recheck my stuffs.
Now,I was ready to travel and begin a new life.
On Monday evening,I decided to join. the guys for dinner. The girls had sent my food upstairs but I asked them to take it down. I walked down the stairs with my heart beating fast.
Ken: You decided to join us,thank God for that.
I smiled and Gospel peered at me.
Gospel: This girl is up to something. She acts weird this days. Or is it the absence of Kamsi? We both feel same way too
Ken: I think it’s more than that. I just can’t place my hand on it
Me: You both should just quit gossiping about me in my own presence and eat. Not because mum isn’t around.
They laughed and we settled down to our food. After eating,I took away the plates and quickly went outside to inform the gateman that he’ll be taking me to the airport as early as 5:30am tomorrow. He was confused and I pleaded with him to keep it confidential.
That night,I parked my things into the car I intended to use in order to make my departure unnoticeable to the two brothers. I was leaving the Kalu’s residence for good and I know it is far more better than the way I had left the Okoyes’.
My flight was scheduled for 8:00 but I was at the airport as early as 6:30. I got a room where I intended to get an hour sleep but sleep wouldn’t come. I hadn’t closed my eyes one bit last night and I knew it was going to affect me.
Exactly one hour later,I’m now here,waiting for my flight to be announced. It came just as I looked at my wristwatch the 100th time that morning.
As I walked out of the departure door,a single tear dropped from my eyes as I thought about Ken and Gospel. I had left them in the dark and they wouldn’t forgive me for that.
I found my seat and sat down,bent my head and let my tears flow.
Ken: Excuse me ma’am,you should be sitting this side.
I looked up and behold,it was Ken. My tongue suddenly went dry. He lowered himself beside me and shook his head.
Ken: Why are you crying? Since you think you’re doing the right thing?
I bent my head again and wept audibly.
Ken: I knew something was wrong. I knew it,so I followed you,I monitored all your movements,I knew everything you did,all the calls you made,even your admission. Why did you choose to do that to me? You know how much I love you and you chose to walk out of my life when I needed you most.
Me: I had to,I had to do it. There was Gospel and then you. What was I supposed to do?
Ken: Gospel will be going back to owerri today do you know that?
I shook my head in the negative.
Ken: I told him and he asked me to follow you. Reject me again and I’ll scream loud and clear for everyone to know how badly you’ve been treating me.
Me: Ken please. I have to go.
Ken: I’m not stopping you from going. I’m following you. I’m actually in this flight. We’re going together.
Me: What?
Ken: Yes.
The fasten your seatbelt announcement came immediately and we did that. I still looked on in surprise.
Immediately we took off,he held my hand and I turned to him
Ken: Don’t love me and I’ll keep on following you till I die.
Me: Ken?
Ken: We’ll meet mum,she’ll give us her blessings.
He hugged me and I cried in his arms. He cuddled me like life depended on it and I felt safe in his hands.
Ken: Remember I had promised you,I’ll never leave you alone. We’re in this together and that’s how it’ll remain.
And so it came to pass,five years later,I’ve graduated from university and is now a certified medical doctor,returning home for my traditional and white wedding.
As I walked into the arrival of the airport,the faces I saw were all faces of people I had loved and will always love.
Ken was with a billboard with the inscription “Mrs Kalu” on it.
Gospel: Was holding a pregnant Nenye. They had wedded the previous year and I had seen their pictures.
Mum: Still looking young and full of life.
Ted: All smiles with a child that looked just like him
Kamsi: Heavily pregnant with face full of smiles.
We all went into a long embrace,each trying to say something against the other playfully.
On our way home in the sienna,I got a text message on my phone,
“we’ll never leave you alone. didn’t I promise?”
It was Ken who was sitting behind me. I looked at him and smiled.
I had a loving family and a lovely fiance who would be my husband tomorrow. I’ve got a fulfilled life and I’m happy I never ended up ALONE…..
It doesn’t matter what life throws at you. Pick it up and make something good out of it. All bitter stories don’t always end sorrowfully the same way all beautifully stories never end happily. There’s a light at the end of every tunnel the same way every dark cloud has a silver lining.
Your story today may be a lesson to someone else tomorrow so take life suffry and never regret any second of it.
Thank you all for sharing in my story. I love you all to the moon and back to earth especially everyone of you who supported the growth of this story,who invited friends to the thread,who shared the links,and those who read and refused to acknowledge it. I love you all.
ALONE
…….the end
God bless the writer!
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ALONE: EPISODE 38

Alone Episode 38

We got to toskana hotel at a little past 8pm. Eyes turned to Ken and I and I was embarrassed even before I sat down. I had decided to look sexy tonight,the motive was to show some flesh,get drunk and sleep away my thoughts. I was in something you can call a mini gown which showed off lots of cleavages and the back has a v-cut from the shoulders down to the top of my behind. My make up wasn’t light,I had matched my gown with a pink boot and no purse. I didn’t even go with my phone,what’s the need since I don’t plan on being myself before coming home. Ken had stared at me with open mouth as I stepped out of the house but I just laughed it off,but this mini crowd got me quite embarrassed.
We sat down in a secluded part and placed our orders,I made sure wine comes first and clearly enough,Ken was surprised.
Ken: You would have simply ordered for food.
Me: I know. We’re not going out now,are we?
Ken: Nope.
Me: I want to enjoy tonight. Don’t spoil it.
He smiled and brought out his phone. He typed something and quickly dropped the phone.
Me: So tell me what you were trying to make back there.



He chuckled and I smiled at his triability to be a teenager (don’t argue that word.I know it doesn’t exist but I figured it’s the best for now).
Ken: I’ll tell you later tonight.
Me: Looks like you were just trying to make shit.
He laughed,throwing his head back and just then,our wine came in a bucket of ice. I helped myself out immediately downing a glass of the fairly hot drink which I knew would be doing wonders soon.
Ken; Do you want to tell me anything?
Me: Yes. But that’ll be on our way home.
Ken: Is that why you’re drinking?
Me: Nope.
Ken: Amy,you just show up new abilities everyday. Never knew you drink.
Me: But mum knows. You don’t live in same house with me.
Ken: Strange girl. You won’t stop amazing me.
Me; I’m a wonder woman then.
We both laughed. Our food came and we both left ourselves to the mercy of the fried rice and chicken.
Me: So,any chance you’re getting back with Nenye?
He paused and looked at me.
Me: I’m sorry if the question upsets you.
Ken: It’s alright. I was expecting that question anyways.
Me: Okay
Ken: Nenye is a nice girl. She really is but was influenced by her mother. I was upset with her for being an aid to whatever you went through. But seeing her in this her present condition,I realised that she was a pawn and every blame I had on her washed away.
Me: So?
Ken: I loved her. She’s my first love and always will be but I can’t be with her anymore. I’m loving someone else already.
Me: Wow. Interesting.
Ken: You see,I like you a lot. I even made the mistake of falling in love with you.
I dropped my cutleries and looked up at him.
Ken: Let me finish. I fell for you because you have a very simple nature,you’ve got a big heart and you have a forgiving spirit. You’re beautiful,well end owned and intelligent. What more can a man want from a woman. I fell so madly that I had to start distancing myself from you because there are some things that are not meant to be. Coming to you when I know I have a brother who’s also crazy about you will be a blow to our family. I had to let go and the very day I met that decision was the day I met the one who I’m loving now.
I fought to find my voice. Where was it? I raised my fork to see if it was there but no. I cleared my throat and yes,I found it.
Me: Uhm….I’m surprised.
He took a sip of his drink and nodded.
Ken: I knew you would be. But it’s best that I told you,now,let’s enjoy the meal before it gets cold.
I felt like I was in a strange place. Ken was a perfect gentleman. Why didn’t I read the writing on the wall all this time? At least,I would have seen if I will feel the same thing for him. Wait! Am I alright at all? What did he just say now? Yes. It’s wrong to date two brothers. I can’t even see myself doing that. Mum would be so disappointed. I smiled at Ken for his intelligence and continued with my meal.
Few minutes later,we were done and using a serviette.
Ken: I’ll be back in a minute. I need to shake hands with a friend of mine that’s being calling.
I laughed,audible enough to attract people and he joined me.
Me: Your friend indeed.
Ken: What was I supposed to say?
He stood up and walked around to where I was. He gave me a peck on my forehead and we smiled
Ken: Better don’t touch that your drink again.
Me: Ah! But we’ll pay for it so I need to finish it.
Ken; I’m serious here now. Stop taking it. I’ll get you one good for you when I’m back
I nodded and he walked away,going to shake whatever friend he has down there.

ALONE: EPISODE 39

Alone Episode 39
Semi final
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Ken: Hillary,we all were angry with you,I still am anyways. The girl in question was my girlfriend. You were kpanshing my babe when you have my sister as a girlfriend. Is that not simply wickedness? If you wanted to cheat,why not go for someone else? You’re just like a rat,you’ll be biting and blowing us so we won’t feel the pain. Don’t think I’ll forgive you because you did me wrong big time. Even if she was the one coming to you,you would have at least,told Amy or myself but you did not.
Hillary: I’m sorry bro. I was trying to protect our relationships.
Ken: Pro what? If Amy hadn’t seen you both that day,you two will still be frolicking together. I just did this because of my sister not for anything else. Amy,I’ll be in the car.
Me: Wait!.
He looked at me and I saw sadness in his eyes. He wasn’t happy.
Me: How do you expect me to be happy when you’re not? If you’re angry with him,why bring us back together? Why can’t we be like we were? Let’s put everything aside and move on. You k ow I love him so much and I love you as much,being angry with him won’t make his relationship with me work out perfectly. Please Ken,for my sake,for this love you have for me,forgive him
Ken: And what about Rose?
Me: I judge you’re a wise man Ken. Without batting eyelids,you know who’s faulty here and you know the best way to handle this. But being angry,do you think I’ll be bold enough to date someone whom my brother doesn’t like?.
Hillary’s head was bent all this while,I don’t know if its out of shame,guilt or anger.
Ken heaved a sigh and smiled at me.
Ken: It’s alright. You know I’ll do anything for you.
I smiled.
Ken: Hillary?
Hillary looked up and I saw tears at the edges of his eyes.
Hillary: I’m sorry man. I’m so ashamed of myself.
Ken: It’s okay. Let’s go home.
Hillary: Thank you.
Me: Thanks Ken.
Ken: Now I’m feeling special
We three stood up,Ken dropped some money on the table and we walked out all smiles. Was I lucky? Of course I am and not eveb you,yes,you,I mean you,can be half as lucky as I’m becoming this days.
We got to the house and went into Ken’s house
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Short though..

ALONE: EPISODE 37B

Alone Episode 37B

The house looked so deserted. I was the only one in the big house. Kamsi had gone out with Ted immediately we came home,leaving me all alone. I sat down in my room to think about all that Kamsi had earlier said,despite all my trials,I failed to get Hillary out of my system. He was there like a stamp. But why won’t I forgive him? Why is it so difficult for me to forgive him?
I put my thoughts together and hit the shower, letting the water run down my body and cool my nerves. I stayed longer than necessary because I gave a run down to what had being happening in my life. It would be wrong to let whatever forces that was following me to ruin my happiness. I would be stupid to let them win this time. I couldn’t fight them all this years,I suffered and bore the pains alone. But now,I was going to fight it,no matter what it was.
I got out of the shower just in time to hear my phone ring. I picked it and listened.
Caller: Amy is that you?
Me: Yes it’s me. Who am I speaking with?
Caller: Love.
Me: Love?
Caller: Yes. Give a new meaning to your life and try to work on bringing back people you’ve lost. It will help you in life. It will pave a way to greater height for you. Love is the ultimate,it’s the greatest. He loves you,so love him back.
And the call was up. It was an unknown caller. I threw the phone to the bed and checked my wall clock. Few minutes to seven.
I dried my body and quickly put on a white bum pants with my favourite baggy polo. Of course I won’t forget to take a selfie with whatever delicacy it was that Ken had prepared. I added a little make up to spice up my already beautiful face before stepping out of the house. The gateman came to me immediately and delivered a flower. Ahn Ahn,what’s happening? The call,and now flowers? Before I could ask him questions,he was already going back to his duty post.
I shrugged and went into Ken’s apartment. He was sitting in the sitting room with a frown. He saw me and sat up. I looked at the dinning,it was empty.
Me: Now,you’ve played me. And you think I’ll be compensated with these flowers?
I flung the flower at him and he ducked.
Ken: Hey,calm down. it’s not my fault. I couldn’t do it. You know I’m not a good cook. Everything got burnt.
I went to the kitchen to confirm. It was a mess. There was an over baked chicken,a groundnut paste on a plate,grilled,sorry,pounded fish on the sink,a pepper paste mixed in half done groundnut. I don’t know whatever he wanted to prepare but I started laughing. I turned back to go to him but he was there already.
Ken: Let me make it up to you.
Me: Forget it. I’ll just pick my flower and go back to the house. Mr chef.
I started laughing again but stopped when I noticed he was still sad.
Me: Okay. Sorry for laughing.
Ken: Let me make it up to you. Go back and dress nicely. We’ll eat out.
I’m easily deceived with eating out,especially with people who meant a lot to me.
Me: Fine. So long as you stop keeping a mean face. And you won’t act awkward while we’re at it. It will be more of a romantic date,agreed?
Ken: Anything for her majesty. And please,dress in your best. I want us to be the centre of attention while we’re there.
Me: Hmmm. Give me thirty minutes then.
Ken: Okay your highness.
I giggled,picked my flower and left. I will tell him about how I felt for Hillary and ask him to help get us back together. It’s only Ken who would do that for me because he’s the only one who understands..

ALONE: EPISODE 36

Alone Episode 36

With money,life could be so easy. But on the other hand,money can’t buy everything.
With the necessary connections and a wonderful lawyer,mum got me back my properties and I officially became a land and property owner. Of course,I gave all the papers to mum. She had given me everything I needed and hoped for in life. I knew those documents were not enough to pay her back for everything but at least,I started from there.
It was more of a reunion. We were all happy including Nenye. She had insisted on leaving for the village but mummy refused,telling her that she would live with the Kalus till she’s ready to settle down.
While we partied and drank wine, Ken was mostly beside me,never leaving my side. We were about eating when I asked Nenye to go up and call Kamsi,who had gone up to take a call outside the loud music. I watched her climb the stair,admiring the way her hips has expanded due to the pregnancy, I don’t know but she turned immediately and her foot slipped,then she fell,rolling down and landing at the foot of the stair. She zoned out immediately. There was blood on her head and blood was also coming out from her body. I froze. Ken and Gospel rushed to pick her while mum shut down the music. I started crying immediately. How can I loose the remnant of my sibling? As they carried her out,I didn’t move. I couldn’t move. I just watched them leave while mum followed,saying something that I didn’t get.
Kamsi came down and immediately she saw blood,she started screaming,asking me what had happened. I still didn’t say a word. She pushed me down on a cushion,yet I didn’t say anything.
She started calling everyone but nobody answered their phones. In my state of shock,I wished she could read minds. It was as if I had lost my voice.
They didn’t come home that night and I didn’t leave that cushion. Kamsi sat down beside me,saying things I couldn’t hear. We remained that way till morning when Ken came in with Ted.
I still couldn’t speak,my brain hadn’t registered what was happening so I couldn’t hear whatever they were saying with Kamsi. I saw the look of fear in Ken’s eyes as he carried me out of the house,into the car and straight to the hospital where I was admitted immediately.
I don’t know how long my eyes were closed but when I woke up,the first person I asked after was Nenye. The nurse who was beside me said she’ll call her for me,but instead,Kamsi came in.
She sat on a chair beside my bed and held my hand.
Kamsi: Doctor said it was shock. How’re you?
Me: Where’s Chinenye?
Kamsi: She’s fine.
Me: Let me see her please.
Kamsi: You can’t. You’re not healthy yourself.
Me: Please let me just see her. I need to see her.
Kamsi: I’ll call Ken.
She left immediately and my heart started beating. She was hiding something from me and I must know what that thing was. I’m sure Ken will never lie to me.
The door opened and Ken came in alone. I smiled at him and he gave me a peck on my forehead.
Ken: How’re you?
Me: I’m okay. How’s my sister?
He breathed out,but his smile never disappeared so I had hope.
Ken: She lost the baby before we got here but she’s fine. Though she’s in coma now but doctor has said that she’ll be fine.
Was I happy or not? I was lost in mixed feelings.
Ken: Kamsi just left to get you food and change of clothes. I’ll stay here with you.
He sat down and held my hands in his.
Me: Have you eaten?
Ken: Yes.
Me: Where’s mum?
Ken: We asked her to go home. She’s being here since the night Nenye was brought here and when you came,her worries doubled and she refused eating or sleeping. Gospel had to forcefully take her home this morning.
I was grateful. I had love around me and it served as a protection. It was all that I needed to be happy.
I was discharged that day so I went in immediately to see Nenye. She looked so peaceful while she was in a far away sleep. I heaved a sigh and said a quick prayer.
Ken drove me home to see mum later in the evening. We hugged each other and shed a little tear before she made me promise her that the next time I’ll be in a hospital bed would be when I’m about to deliver. Ken and I laughed and I made that promise,not sure of when it will be but I was hopeful,once I’m done with school and working,I’ll get a better man to love me………………..that’s what all ladies say anyways

ALONE: EPISODE 37A

Alone Episode 37A

A week and three days after I was discharged,Nenye regained consciousness. I was the happiest person on earth that day. I had gone to school and was about boarding a cab home when Kamsi called,asking me to rush to the hospital. I got there and everyone was there;Ted,Ken,Mum,Gospel, Kamsi and hmmm,Hillary.
Nenye looked so happy. I embraced her in a warm hug that lasted for eternity. The atmosphere was peaceful and everyone had smiles on their faces.
Immediately I got the chance,I pulled Kamsi out of the room and began interrogating her;
Me: What is that cheat doing here?
Kamsi: Calm down joor. He’s here to see your sister.
Me: Who asked him to come?
Kamsi: The same person who brought him to see you while you were unconscious last two weeks.
Me: He came here?
Kamsi: Yes.
Me: And who is that person? I’m sure it’s Gospel.
Kamsi: Nope. Ken.
Me: Ken?
Kamsi: See babe, this guy is really sorry. While you were here,he’s magically worked himself back into our lives. He really regrets what happened. You know we women can be devils sometimes. Rose wanted him and he couldn’t resist her because he’s being without a woman for long. Try to understand how this thing works.
Me: You’re preaching me now,for him?
Kamsi: It’s not preaching. It’s the fact. I know how much you love this guy,I saw it in your eyes when you came in here. Don’t let a single mistake ruin your chance to a perfect relationship.
Me: It wasn’t a single mistake Kammy. He did it twice.



Kamsi: Don’t be this difficult Amy,don’t loose this guy.
She walked out and left me to think about it. I heaved a sigh and sat down on a chair in the corridor. Ken came immediately and joined me.
Ken: How was school today?
Me: Was fine. Though there was nothing serious done today.
Ken: Okay. You look so different. Any problem?
I looked at him,how will I tell him that he’s my problem since he’s the one who brought Hillary to the hospital.
Me: I’m fine.
Ken: So now that your sister is fine,you’ll have time to spend with me right?
Me: Of course.
Ken: Thanks. How about dinner in my apartment tonight? I want to make a special delicacy that I learnt from YouTube. You in?
Me: Why not? I love tasting new and interesting delicacies. Hope it’ll be worth my coming?
Ken: You should trust me.
Me: And do I come with Kamsi?
Ken: I mentioned it to her,but she said she’s going out with Ted.
Me: Okay then. I’ll be there. And hey,better finish up before I come cause I won’t help with anything.
He threw his head back and laughed.
Ken; Okay. I knew you were a lazy girl. I’ll be through before seven.
Me: Good for you.
Ken: Let’s get back to the room. Mum was saying something before I came out.
And it happened that mum was saying that she already had a flight scheduled for five. She had a fashion show to attend in Dubai and from there,she’ll leave for London to get more supplies. Gospel drove her home to pick her bags and head for the airport while we all remained at the hospital,cracking jokes and yabbing each other.

ALONE: EPISODE 35

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Alone

Episode35

We started talking to mum,asking her of possibilities of getting Nenye out of the house. She was surprised about our sudden interest in her. We had to tell her what happened that Thursday,then she said something that I never thought of.
Mum: If the police can get that criminal to confess to the crime and name whoever sent him which is madam Okoye, it will be a lot easier. She would be arrested and you’ll get all your properties back. That way,you can take care of your sister without her having to leave the house.
Kamsi: Mum you’re a genius. Let’s go to the station immediately.
Mum: But wait. Why will a woman treat her child that way? I’ve never heard of that.
Me: I’m surprised myself.
Mum: Anyways,let’s just go immediately. That woman doesn’t deserve to be with a child.
We called Ted,Ken and Gospel who were all at work and they decided to join us at the station.
We got there an hour later and mum informed the DPO on duty of our mission which was to see the criminal. He willingly brought him in and I saw him. He was the boss,the one who had molested me most.
He saw me and looked away immediately.
Me: Why?
He looked at me and bent his head.
Me: I’m I not young enough to be your sister? What did I ever do to you?
Guy1: You no do me anything abeg.
Me: Then why? Why did you do that to me? Every girl always cherishes her first time. But look at what you did to me. You made me regret being a woman,you made me wish for death. Why?
Guy1: Sister abeg no vex. Na your mama o. My mind never settle since we do that operation. i bin no wan talk but now wey i don see you,abeg,forgive me. She pay us good money for that job. I no suppose say this one but na me and my guys dem kill your papa.



Kamsi and I shouted in surprise. Mummy looked away and shook her head.
DPO: Inspector,take him back to the cell. Get three boys from the counter. We’re going to arrest someone.
Inspector: Yes sir.
He led the rapist back to the cell and in the next minute,we were all riding to the Okoye’s house. It was when we were driving out of the station that Ted, Ken and Gospel were also driving in. We all got down again and tipped them all that happened.
We all drove in a convoy and soon enough,we were at the house. We got down and I led the way into the house. Mrs Okoye was watching a premiere at televista. She saw the entourage and sat up.
Mrs Okoye: Amanda,you’re here. What’s happening?
That moment,Nenye came downstairs. She came and hugged Kamsi and I,then greeted everyone else in the room.
DPO: You’re Mrs Okoye right?
Mrs Okoye: Of course.
DPO: You’re under arrest,for masterminding the rape of Miss Chimamanda Okoye and the death of Mr Alex Okoye.
Nenye: What? Daddy?
I nodded
Nenye: Jesus.
Mrs Okoye said nothing. She just stood up and went to the police officer.
Mrs Okoye: Can I call my lawyer?.
Mrs Kalu: Imagine. What will he defend? Its crystal clear that you’re guilty.
Nenye was sobbing now and I was holding her affectionately.
DPO: Thanks for not resisting arrest. You all will also follow us to the station to write down your statements.
Mrs Okoye was arrested and while they led her away,I slumped on a couch to cry while Nenye went upstairs to change into something better.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked up. I looked up and it was Ken.
I stood up and we hugged each other affectionately.
Ken: It’s okay. Stop crying.
Me: She killed daddy. She killed the father that I know. Why is she this wicked? Because he said he was going to take me out of the house?
He hugged me again and this time,he didn’t let go.
Ken: We’re here for you now. I promise you’ll never feel pain,hurt or heartbreak anymore. We won’t leave you,I promise.
He let go and pecked my forehead.
Ken: Come,we’ll ride in my car.
He left while I waited for Nenye to come down

ALONE: EPISODE 34

Episode 34
Today is Thursday and our lecture free day. We were at the terrace, thinking up what to do with our free time.
Kamsi: Let’s just go out, since you can now drive, we’ll just go sight seeing.
Me: I want to visit my house.
Kamsi: The Okoye’s?
Me: Yes. I want to know how they’re doing and also know how they’re keeping the house.
Kamsi: You miss them?
I nodded.
Kamsi: Its alright. We’ll go but we won’t tell anybody. From there, we’ll now go sightseeing. And dress in your best so they’ll know you’re living fine now.
I laughed and thanked her.
Kamsi: Big mouth Chinenye, I’ve not seen her since school resumed.
Me: That’s why I want to go and see them.
Kamsi looked at her phone.
Kamsi: Its 9:45 already, let’s go and get ready.
We both went down to our rooms and I started rummaging through my clothes to know the one I’m going to wear. I finally settled for a pink crop top, jean trouser and a pink boot and in the next 95 minutes, we were on our way to Abakpa, the location where my terror started with me behind the wheels.
We got to our location and rode into the streets of housing estate. As I drove past each street,I remembered that night I had bade them goodbye. The pastures were greener and looked like it noticed my presence. I stopped beside a school, two streets from the Okoye’s house and let my tears fall. Kamsi allowed me for a good number of minutes before she spoke up.
Kamsi: Don’t you think you should be praising God instead of crying? What if you had died that day? But he kept you alive, so that people will know your story and praise Him for His goodness? You shouldn’t be crying Amy because I’m sure you’ve overcome your fears by wanting to see them.
Me: I…
Kamsi: Don’t speak.
She helped me dab my face with her bandana and using the make up in her Marlboro purse, she remade my face.
Kamsi: Stop crying. Let’s go and see your family.
I nodded and brought the engine back to life. I wasn’t perfect yet as we still had the L letter attached to the car and I drove carefully.
We got to the house and I honked, expecting the gateman to come out and open the gate but we were there for some minutes, yet nobody showed up.
Kamsi: I’ll see.
She got down and went towards the gate. She opened the small gate and went in, then opened the big one for me to drive in.
I drove into the familiar compound. Nothing had changed. Everywhere was littered with dried leaves from the fruit tree that stood in the middle of the compound. I got out of the car and joined Kamsi.
Kamsi: This place looks isolated.
Me: You sure they still live…..
Nenye: You don’t talk to me because you put me in this situation.
Kamsi and I turned to the direction of the voice and saw Chinenye, coming out from the backyard with a baby bump. She saw us and froze.
Mrs Okoye: Who drove in?
She joined her daughter and she couldn’t hide the shock on her face.
Kamsi and I greeted her.
Mrs Okoye: Amanda?
Me: Yes mum.
Mrs Okoye: What are you doing here?
Me: Uhm….we came to see a friend who lived in the estate so we decided to come and see you.
Kamsi: Yes ma.
Nenye ran into the house without turning back.
Me: I’m sorry mum but you people didn’t inform us that Nenye was married.
Mrs Okoye hissed and I looked at Kamsi.
Mrs Okoye: Don’t mind that girl. She got pregnant and she doesn’t know who’s responsible. I don’t know what I’m going to do with her. Since then, she’s refused to be polite to anybody.
Kamsi: Doesn’t make sense. How can she not know who’s responsiblevf for her child?
Mrs Okoye: My dear,you two should come in. How’s your mother?
Kamsi: She’s fine ma.
We followed her inside where she offered us seats. The interior still looked wonderful and I was grateful for that.
Mrs Okoye: What do I offer you girls? You people are now big girls so I don’t know if you still take juice.
Me: I…
Kamsi: We’re fine ma. We’re filled.
Mrs Okoye: Ah! At least, take something nau.
Kamsi: We’ll leave with a pack of juice.
Mrs Okoye: That’s better so how’s school?
Kamsi: We’re fine o. School is fine. Just….
Me: Mum, can we go and see Nenye?
Mrs Okoye: Uhm… Yes.. Why not? Its your house
Kamsi and I quickly ran up the stairs, very well aware of the eyes that followed us. I led the way to where I know was Nenye’s room and after a knock, I pushed the door open and we both went in. Nenye was lying on her side. I bolted the door because I knew that we three had issues to settle.
She sat up and threw us wicked glances.
Nenye: Get out of here now.
Kamsi scoffed and folded her hands below her breasts.
Nenye: You both are just here to mock me so just get out.
Kamsi: If I were you, I’ll be quiet and listen.
Me: Kamsi please.
Nenye started sobbing audibly and I cast Kamsi a pleading look.
Me: We’re not here to mock you. We don’t even know u a pregnant
Nenye looked at me.
Nenye: You didn’t know I was pregnant?
Me: Not at all. We’ve both missed you, worse still, school resumed properly last week but we didn’t see you around so we decided to come and check on you.
Nenye: Really?.
Me: Yes. We can never mock you. We’re all women and don’t know what our future will be like.
Kamsi sat down beside Nenye and I smiled inwardly.
Nenye: You’ve got a goof heart Amanda. I wonder why I’ve being blind to the truth all these years.
Kamsi looked at me and I knew she wanted to say something
Kamsi: Everything has a right time. Maybe this is your own time to see a change.
Me: Yes. You were just blind all those years because you loved your mother and….
Nenye: And she put me in this condition. I hate her. She’s not my mother.
Kamsi: What? What are you saying?
Me: Nenye, tell us. What are you saying?
Nenye: We’ve run bankrupt. We don’t have anything now except this house. She’s sold everything father had. When she realised she couldn’t sell the ones in your name, she started sleeping with father’s friends. I didn’t say anything so long as she put food on our table. I was in the sitting room one night when she came in with a man, introduced him to me as her classmate way back in the university. She left both of us to talk and went into her room. That night, this man took advantage of me and no matter how much I screamed, mum never came out to help me.
Kamsi: Jesus.
Nenye: It was when he was ready to leave that I knew they staged it.
Me: How?
Nenye: He dropped twenty thousand on the table and asked me to give it to my mum, then he gave me five thousand naira saying I wasn’t as good as my mum had said.
Tears ran down my eyes. How can a mother do this to her own child? I understood it when it was me, but her own child?
Nenye: When I realised I was pregnant, I told mum and she said she would call him. I later found out that she doesn’t even have his number let alone knowing who he was.
Kamsi: Oh my God. Did you go for a lab test?..
Nenye: I did. I treated gonorrhea for weeks.
Kamsi: I’m sorry to say this but your mother is wicked.
Nenye: She’s not my mother. I regret the day she conceived me.
I had to stop crying and we three went into a warm embrace.
Nenye: Please forgive me. She poisoned my mind against you,saying your mother was a witch and tried to kill her while she was pregnant. That was why I was against you.
Me: I knew there was no smoke without fire. Let’s not talk about the past anymore. Let’s look for a way forward.
Kamsi: Yes. Let’s not discuss the past anymore. We’ll go home and think of a way to help you out.
Nenye: Please, come and take me out of here. please.
Kamsi: Don’t worry. It will be over soon.
Kamsi and I gave her some money before she escorted us out. Mrs Okoye was no longer in the sitting room so we just left the house without bothering to look for her.
We spent the rest of the day at new berries, talking about the Okoye’s family.
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ALONE: EPISODE 33

Episode 33
We just came out from a class that lasted three hours. Trust lecturers, upon we were not up to 100 out of three hundred and something radiography students,he gave us a quiz. Kamsi and I stepped out of the class three hours later and proceeded to the cafe which was always our consoler after such lectures.
We were almost there when we saw Rose leaving the cafe. Kamsi quickly ran up to her while I followed in quick steps. I knew Kammy was good at embarrassing people but I just wanted her to let things end the way it had.
Kamsi: Hey!
Rose turned and her smile disappeared.
Kamsi: Have your tongue fallen into your throat?
Rose swallowed hard as I came in to view.
Rose: Hi.
Kamsi: Better. So I heard you now sleep around right?
Rose: I…
Kamsi: Don’t. Better don’t stammer before me because I’m ready to tear you into pieces.
Kamsi had come prepared for a war. She was dressed casually in a jean short and polo, unlike Kamsi who wouldn’t look at a polo on ordinary days.
A small crowd had gathered, eager to know why people who were friends during their first year had now turned enemies.
Rose: Kamsi please, you’re embarrassing me.
A slap landed on Roses’ face and the crowd was filled with ‘”ohs” and “ouchs”.
Kamsi: When you were sleeping with my sister’s boyfriend, did you think twice before doing it? Did you think up the consequences?
Rose was rubbing her face now, with tears dropping from her eyes.
Rose: I…
Kamsi: Shut up. You had my brother, why would you go to Hillary? How shameless and disgusting.
Rose: But I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry.
Kamsi: You’re still talking eh? You’re still opening that gutter you call mouth?
Kamsi went for an attack but I was just in time to come between them with one other guy who received the slap meant for Rose. I looked up at his face and it was Hillary.
What insolence? So he came to defend her?
Kamsi: Clap for yourselves you shameless animals. You came to fight for her. You should be grateful that it was just a slap. And I’m sure you’re also here to take her home to compl…..
Hillary: Kammy stop. Why are you doing this? We’re sorry. We shouldn’t be fighting and disgracing ourselves in public.
Kamsi walked up to him with scorn and hatred written on her face.
Kamsi: But that’s the plan. To help you wash your dirty linen in public. To warn people to be careful of you two backstabbers.
She pushed past Hillary and went to Rose.
Kamsi: Listen wh’ore,you should be thankful today, not because this woman eater came on time, but because my sister also came between you and I, which shows she’s forgiven you. But I hope the slaps are enough to redesign your brains and get them back to default mode. Shameless things.
She walked away leaving me behind. I went to Rose and she looked at me innocently.
Rose: I’m sorry.
Me: Save it. You’ve gotten what you deserve. Just know how to treat friends next time.
I followed Kamsi’s trail and walked out, hearing people murmur and say things I couldn’t hear. But one thing was clear, anyone who has Kamsi, has a fighter and an adventurer.
Did we go to the cafe? Nope. Instead, I met Kamsi at the school gate where we boarded a cab and drove home. Throughout the ride, we remained silent, not sure of what to say to each other. But I’m not angry with her. She’s just looking out for me.

ALONE: EPISODE 32

Episode 32
I was behind the wheels while Gospel was beside me,giving me directions on how to handle the steering. We were in Okpara square where he had insisted to be the one teaching me how to drive instead of going to the driving school where I had registered.
I had successfully reversed the car and was going to continue moving when I saw Hillary’s car drive into the square. I quickly turned off the ignition and watched the car, waiting to see whoever it was he had come in with. Surprisingly, he got down from the car and started walking to Gospel’s car. My face turned into a frown.
Gospel: Your boyfriend is here. Did you invite him?
Me: I didn’t.
Gospel got down from the car and went to Hillary who was now close to the car. They shook hands and said something to themselves before Gospel walked away and Hillary came and opened the car.
He occupied where Gospel had being sitting and faced me.
Hillary: Bae how’re you?
Me: Are you stalking me or what?
Hillary: No I’m not.
Me: Then who told you I’m here.
Hillary: Kamsi did. I went to the house but I found her instead.
Yes. Kamsi came back the previous day and she was looking very robust and happy.
Hillary: Bae I’m sorry. Please don’t punish me this much. I know I wronged you but I’m sorry. The temptation and urge was just too much for me to handle. I…
I got down from the car, closed the door and leaned on it. I’m done hearing whatever he has to say. I’m done with letting myself fall so cheaply for men who will spare no time in hurting me.
He also got down and came to my side..
Hillary: Bae
Me: Hillary please. Get out of here. I don’t want to embarrass you. Get out.
Hillary: If that’s what will make you forgive me, fine, embarrass me,do anything to me but please, forgive me. I can’t be without you, I can’t even concentrate anymore. I’m deeply sorry.
Me: Whether you eat,sleep or concentrate less, its none of my fu’cking business. When you were with Rose, did you pause to think about me? Listen,don’t make me remember what I’ve tried to forget and don’t make me forget my hand on your face.
Hillary: Do it.
Me: Get lost.
I opened the car and got in,locking all doors immediately and driving away. I don’t care anymore. Why should I?
He was there while I rode to and fro, angrily stepping on the brakes and honking nonstop. At about 45minutes later, Gospel called and asked me to stop. I halted the car and waited for him to come to me. He did,asked me to get down and I did. We both walked to a shade.
Gospel: You’re angry. What’s wrong? Did he say anything to you?
Remember that Gospel isn’t yet aware of what happened between Hillary and myself.
Gospel: Amanda?
Me: He didn’t say anything.
Gospel: Are you two okay?
Me: Let’s go home.
Gospel: No. I’m calling him. I need to know what’s happening.
Me: Suit yourself.
He walked away and went to where Hillary was standing. The next minute, they were walking up to me.
Gospel: So both of you, indulge me, tell me what’s happening here.
Me: Nothing.
Gospel: Man, tell me.
Hillary looked at me before he started talking, saying everything that had happened. I was mad with rage. How dare he?
Hillary: But I’m really sorry. I am.
Gospel: Amanda….
Me: Don’t call my name, he has the effrontery to say he’s sorry? He did it the first time and didn’t tell me. What if I hadn’t caught them that second time? Will he have told me? You guys should just not mention my name here. If he wants to continue stalking my life,fine,I’m out of here.
I walked out without sparing them another glance. I got into the car and decided to wait patiently for Gospel. Time passed but he seemed to be enjoying whatever Hillary was saying.
I took my purse and got down from the car,I walked out of the square, found a cab and made for home. Why won’t he enjoy the story? They were birds of sane feathers and they are so good in flocking together.
The first person I went to see was Kamsi. She was stepping out of the bathroom when I got in.
Kamsi: You back?
Me: Yes Mrs Abidjan.
She laughed and hit my shoulder playfully.
Kamsi: Can see you and Gospel have bonded so well.
I shrugged my shoulders.
Me: He’s shown how repentant he is.
Kamsi: Yea. He called me as well, begging to have back his position in my life. I only agreed to forgive him because he said he’ll apologise to you as well.
Me: Its all good. At least, since then, he’s being good.
I told her about our shoppings and the new things he bought for me.
Kamsi: Wow. I’m sure Rose must have taken some. I dunno why she’s refused to pick my calls since yesterday.
Me: Ehe. Why will she pick it when she’s afraid you’ll also give her the beating of her life like I did.
I unlocked my phone and showed her the pictures I took after beating Rose.
Kamsi: Jesus! What did she do?
Me: What else? She’s being sleeping with Hillary.
Kamsi’s face flushed. She sat down on the bed and hugged me. I was past this emotion stage so I just hugged back and freed myself.
Kamsi: And that slowpoke had the guts to come here and look for you?
Me: Leave it. I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to spoil your vacation.
Kamsi: Chai. Why was I not here?
Me: She even came to deceive Ken, because she thought I wouldn’t tell him. I wanted to keep quiet but when she asked that I excuse them, I had to open my mouth.
Kamsi: That girl eh. Wait till I see her in school on Monday.
Me: I’m not going on Monday o. I’ll start by Wednesday.
Kamsi: Onye ujo akwukwo. Anytime we start, I’m still going to pay her a visit. She made a mistake by messing with you.
I smiled and rubbed her back.
Me: Dress up joor. You’re showing too much skin and I’m not Ted.
We both laughed before she dressed up and we went down to watch a movie together..

ALONE: EPISODE 31

Episode 31*
was still in bed when I heard a honk outside. My alarm rang about three hours still in bed, tossing and hissing.
I came out from my room and walked to the balcony to see who came in but surprisingly, there was a knock at the gate. Maybe it was a cab. The gateman opened the gate and Rose catwalked into the house. My blood started boiling and I knew she would get another dose from me before leaving the house.

She didn’t look up. She just walked past the other houses and walked in to Ken’s apartment.
This girl just dey find trouble. She go hear nwii today.
I went back to my room and brushed up, took my bath and wore my usual bum pant and singlet, making sure to wear a tight fitting bra just in case another beating tournament was going to happen.
I stepped out just as Gospel was about driving out. He honked for me and I went to say hi.
Me: Morning.
Gospel: Beautiful morning my dear. How was your night?
Me: Grateful for life.
Gospel: Thank God. I wanna go sort some things out in the office. I’ll come back before lunch.
Me: Yes please, we won’t eat out. I’ll cook for us.
Gospel: Interesting. Can’t wait.
Me: Okay. See you then
Gospel: Take care.
He drove out and I smiled. Today is Monday and since Thursday, Gospel had done more than enough. He bought me a Tecno w4. Not like I needed it since I still had my BB passport, but I loved it all the same, along with the clothes, handbags, jewelries and a make up kit. He never went beyond his limit. Eh! Still doesn’t mean I’m taking him back.
I remembered my mission and turned, ready to make someone shiver. I stepped into Ken’s apartment and there they were, she had her head on his laps and they were both laughing at something I didn’t get. WOMEN.
I cleared my throat and walked in further to the sitting room. An innocent Rose would remain in her position and yab me for trying to disturb them but today, she sprang up immediately and sat properly.
Ken: Hey sis. Sit down.
Me: Of course I won’t stand.
This was the first time I’m in the house since the other incident. Ken and I haven’t spoken to each other except on Facebook where he’ll comment my pictures and I’ll reply. Surprisingly, he didn’t look like anything was between us.
He laughed at my dry joke and watched me sit.
Me: Rose, you didn’t tell me you were coming. I wonder where our relationship is heading this days.
Rose: I….uhm…I….I wanted to…I tried…
Ken: What’s that? When did it start?
I smiled.
Me: You don’t know Rose always gets tensed whenever she’s caught in the act.
Rose gave me a pleading look but I wasn’t stopping.
Ken: What act? What?
Me: Romance. Weren’t you two getting all intimate before I walked in?
Ken: Silly girl. Thought you were talking of something else.
Me: Like?
Ken: Let’s forget it.
Me: I didn’t come down for breakfast. What do you have?
Ken: Provisions. Make yourself comfortable with them.
Me: Thanks.
I stood up and walked to the dinning, leaving Rose with a wicked glance.
I made a mixture of cornflakes and golden morn with a good quantity of milk and groundnuts. I sat down to enjoy my meal,staying as close as possible to hear whatever Rose would say and just two spoons into my big bowl, it happened.
Rose: She should excuse us.
She spoke more in a whisper but I heard right. I dumped my plate and went straight to her.
Me: Hello? What did you just say?
Ken: Amy calm down. Are you girls having a feud or something?
Me: Bros wait. I want to be sure I heard clearly.
I squatted just in front of Rose and cupped her chin with my hand.
Me: Babe abeg repeat.
Rose: See, I didn’t mean it as an insult, don’t misunderstand me. I just wanted to have a private discussion with him.
Me: Private. Indeed.
I stood up and dragged her up as well. Ken followed suit.
Ken: Amanda you’re embarrassing my girlfriend. If you two have issues, you can sort it out in a much better way than this
This angered me even more.
Me: Ask her. When she was sleeping with Lary, did it occur to her that he was my boyfriend? Did it occur to her that you were her boyfriend? And because I kept quiet, she’s asking that I excuse you both. For what?
Ken: What did you just say?
Me: You heard right.
Ken walked closer to Rose who was now shedding tears.
Ken: Tell me, is it true?
His voice was calm and loving but the veins appearing in his neck and arm was cleat evidence of his anger.
Ken; Rose?
Instead of answering,she picked her handbag and ran out of the house. Ken turned to me.
Ken: How did you know?
Me: I saw them. I’m sorry but…
Ken: And why didn’t you tell me?
Me: I was ashamed. I had no face to tell you that Hillary has repeated what Gospel did. I couldn’t.
Ken: And you let me still be with her? Just to hide your sorrow?
Me: I’m sorry Ken. I didn’t mean to keep it a secret for long. And I thought she will tell you when you ask about the wounds she got.
Ken: Oh! You did that?
I nodded.
Ken: She told me she was in an accident.
I chuckled and stopped immediately.
Me: I’m….
Ken: That Hillary needs to be taught a lesson for doing what he did. Look at you, nursing another heart break. Come here.
And I went into his arms and he held me tight, promising not to let anyone hurt me again.
So I let myself cry,to wash away my sorrows and open my heart for a new life.

ALONE: EPISODE 27, 28 & 29

Episode 27
Hillary: Bae, I don’t know him.
Me: Then how did it happen?
Hillary: Was withdrawing from an ATM when he suddenly bumped into me. He took my phone, my wallet and the money I withdrew. I’m glad he didn’t notice I was with my ride if not,he would have driven away in it.
I gasped and Kamsi focused more on me.
Hillary: But I’m fine.
Me: We were worried. Kamsi, Ken and I are even on the highway now.
Hillary: It’s alright. I’m fine. Just go back to the house. It’s late already.
Me: Of course we’ll go back. But I must get to that hospital and get your phone and other stuffs.
Hillary: Baby, let him be. I’m sure he’ll still sell those things off to foot his bills.
Me: I….
Hillary: Bae, just…,you know what? Give the phone to Ken.
I gave the phone to Ken who’s being silent throughout the call. They talked for a while before he gave the phone to Kamsi. When they were through, Kamsi ended the call and gave me my phone.
Kamsi: Let’s go home.
Me: But….
Kamsi: Now,don’t argue. Ken, let’s go.
Ken started the ignition and hit the road again. I was angry. I don’t know the exact brand of that Samsung but I knew it was very very expensive. How can we leave something that expensive for a common criminal? Nobody said a word anymore till we got home.
Mum and Gospel were outside when we drove in.
Mum: Amanda, come my child.
I went into her arms immediately.
I heard Gospel asking Ken what happened.
After mum released me, Kamsi told her what had really happened and she was relieved.
Mum: I was worried. God please save this children.
She led us all inside. We said a quick prayer and everyone retired for the night. I went to my room, undressed and laid on the bed. I was very tired and I hoped to relax my bones for a while before putting on my nightie and going to bed.
I unlocked my phone and started chatting. I got a message notification so I opened it;
“why can’t you just love me the way you love this boy? I saw how you ran out of the house just because you got a call that he was in an accident. Amy please, love me”
With a quick thought,I knew it must be Gospel so I replied;
“love comes to those who love. You’re not the right person for me so I’ll advice you quit trying.
Seconds later, a reply came in;
” I love you and I’ll do anything to prove it to you. Just give me some time with you.”
I refused to reply. I continued with my chat, Kamsi had a picture of her and Ted in her profile. I opened the picture and started looking at it, imagining it was me and Hillary. Just then, a call came in. It was the same number Hillary had used in calling me.
Me: Hello dear.
Hillary: Not sleepy yet?
Me: No. But I’m lying down. I’m very weak and tired.
Hillary: Enough reason you should be sleeping by now. So ma’am, close those lovely eyes.
I stiffed a yawn and smiled.
Me: Not yet honey, I’m yet to dress for the night. I’m bare.
Hillary: Oh! Okay then, I just called to say good night.
Me: Thanks my love. Sleep tight.
Hillary: Thanks. And don’t sleep bare.
I blushed.
Me: I won’t. Take care.
Hillary: Okay dear.
We hung up and I changed position, lying face up with my tips pointing towards the ceiling. I smiled as I thought of Hillary’s goodness. We had never gone past kissing and he seemed comfortable with it. Now I was through with my counseling, I’ll initiate a deeper intimacy. He’s my boyfriend and he deserves it.






Episode 28
He walked into my room na’ked and surprisingly, I smiled at him. I was still lying face up and made no attempt to cover my bare self.
He bolted the door and started a graceful walk to my bed, with his huge member pointing upwards and a bit curved. I sat up and we held each other’s gaze for a while before I raised my hand and wrapped his huge member in my hand. It was so big that my hand couldn’t even cover it properly.
He came forward and I lowered my mouth to his joystick. I’m still surprised with what I’m doing but I didn’t stop. He held the back of my head and started directing my pace. I s----d on, trying my best to get the whole of him into my mouth. He was grunting and whining his waist to the rhythm of my own movement.
I continued with what I was doing, looking up at him once in a while and he always gave me a smile to encourage me. After some minutes,he gently pulled out of my mouth and pushed me down on the bed. With expectant eyes, I looked at him, wishing he would touch me in places I’ve never being touched. He opened my legs very wide and used a finger to press on my cli’t making me quiver. He slowly lowered his head to my womanhood and started feasting away. He wasn’t gentle yet, he wasn’t rough. He was lapping, sucking and gently chewing on whatever he found down there while I kept on giving out my screams of pleasure. I pressed on his head, silently asking him not to stop. He didn’t. Instead, he inserted a finger to increase the crazy feeling I was having.
I felt something heavy on my chest and I started shaking, throwing my legs and hands in the air. A warm sensation washed over me and I felt myself going through an orgasmic bliss. He gently and lovingly cleaned me up before coming up to kiss me, making me taste my juices. He paused and we both looked on.
Hillary: Are you ready? Or should we wait?
What kind of man is this? Even at this point, he sought my opinion.
Me: Please. Make me a woman.
Hillary: But bae,I don’t want you to regret anything. I’ll wait till you’re ready. Don’t do this to please me.
Me: No no. Please. I want it now. Take me now.
Hillary: Let me get the CD from the bathroom.
I nodded and he stood up and disappeared into the bathroom. I turned to face the direction he had gone only to feel someone tapping my shoulders. I turned to see who it was.
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I jumped and looked at him. He was smiling. The chilly sensation on my tips reminded me that I was still bare so I quickly grabbed my blanket and covered myself. I had slept off while I thought about my boyfriend and Jesus! Was that a dream? It was too real to be a dream. Now,what was this fool doing in my room? He had seen my unclothedness. Gosh!
Gospel: You’re beautiful.
what guts?
Me: What are you doing in my room?
He still stood there, just beside my reading table and he was smiling shamelessly.
Gospel: Was your dream about us? I’ve been here, watching you beg for a release.
Now I was angry. But I can’t let him have a second show of my body.
Me: I repeat for the last time, what are you doing here?
Gospel: Hey! Come on. I had sent you a message and you didn’t reply so I decided to come and talk to you. We’ve passed the stage of sending messages. We should sought it out once and for all.
Me: You’re talking nonsense. And when you saw I was na’ked, why didn’t you carry your filthy self out of my room?
His smile disappeared.
Gospel: Amanda, don’t use stupid words on me.
Me: Why? Wait till morning when I’ll tell mum you were spying on my bare form.
He shook his head and grabbed the edge of my table.
Gospel; It’s okay. I’ll just go. Not because I’m scared of your threat or something but because I want to respect you.
Me: Thank you. So get out.
Gospel: Okay.
Instead of going out,he came in further and stopped at the edge of my bed.
Gospel: Between, if that’s how you moan, then he’s not doing it better
He smiled and turned, trying to leave the room. I had to say something to make that smile disappear. Just before he opened the door, I found the right words;
Me: But at least, in my dreams, he’s getting something you’ll never get and very soon,I’ll make this dreams turn to reality, trust me.
He turned, his smile disappearing entirely. It was my turn to smile. He couldn’t stand it so he walked away, banging my door in the process.
I smiled, carried my bare form to the door and bolted it before going to bed.







Episode 29
The next morning, I woke up feeling very happy and satisfied. The first person I had to call was Hillary;
Hillary: Morning baby.
Me: Good morning honey. You still in bed?
He yawned and I knew the answer to my own question.
Hillary: Yea bae. Couldn’t sleep well last night.
Me: Ah! What happened?
Hillary: Something serious. I had to manage all night.
I became worried immediately, thinking up different things that could make him loose sleep.
Me: Tell me. What’s the problem?
Hillary; Don’t worry bae. I’ll get over it.
Me: Over what?
Hillary: How was your night?
Me: Now don’t even try it. What’s wrong with you?
Hillary: You.
I eased up immediately. So, it wasn’t that bad.
Me: What do you mean by me?
Hillary: You were going through my mind last night, I couldn’t sleep as I was pointing an erection all through.
Now, I was left to wonder what he meant by that.
Hillary; Bae, I’ll call you back. Someone’s at my gate.
Me: Okay.
I hung up and quickly put on one of my old baggy tops. i had slept unclad last night and it felt really good. I ran out of the house and headed straight to Ken’s apartment. He was receiving a call when I got to his sitting room so I sat down and waited. He didn’t take long before joining me.
Me: Good morning bro.
Ken: Morning sis. This one you’re here with all this modalities, hope you ain’t planning a seduction?
Now, I smiled. That’s how he talks to both Kamsi and I. If it had being Gospel, he would have ogled me out of his house.
Me: You’re sick.
Ken: Yes. I know. So what brings you this morning.
I cleared my throat and thought of the right way to ask him the question.
Me: Please, what does it mean for a guy to say that he was pointing an erection?
He smiled and looked away, making me feel very sorry for asking that question.
Me: I’m….
Ken: Wait. You don’t have to feel bad okay. Its normal for every Lady to ask questions. But let me ask, who told you that? Gospel?
Me: No. I called Lary and he was sounding so down. When u asked, he said he didn’t sleep well last night cos of the pointing of erection something.
He nodded like he understood and stared at me for a while.
Ken: Let me ask, do you both get under the sheet?
I paused for a while.
Me: Like sex?
He nodded.
Me: No. We’ve not gone beyond kissing and i feel bad about it because it’s like I’m the reason for it.
Ken: What do you mean? Did he ask and you denied him?
Me: No. No. I feel he pities me, he’s never asked for it, he doesn’t even talk about it. And I’m sure it’s because of what….
Ken: Sshh. Stop talking trash.
He came closer and touched my hair.
Ken: You’re a beautiful girl and it takes a great man to resist you. You have to stop thinking whatever it is that you’re thinking. And don’t go throwing yourself on him like you’re a flirt. If he wants it, he should initiate it. I’m sure whatever happened in your past is now in your past. Hillary is a nice guy but you don’t have to take chances. Don’t do anything to kill the respect he has for you okay?
He made sense. A lot of sex, sorry, sense. Here I was, thinking it was time to give myself to my boyfriend but I never thought the other way round, what if he’s not ready, what if he has never done it? What if he was waiting till we get married? I smiled at the last thought.
Ken snapped a finger at me and I remembered I owe him an answer.
Ken: Am I clear?
Me: Yes. Of course. Thank you very much.
Ken: Why am I your elder brother then?
I smiled and stood up.
Me: Let me go back to the main house now.
Ken: It’s okay. Help me ask your friend what I did to her. She stopped taking my calls.
Me: Rose?
Ken: Yea.
Me: Since when?
Ken: Two days now.
Me: What did you do to her?
He stood up and looked at me
Ken: Nothing. I asked her for her phone so I can call someone since the person wasn’t picking my own calls. After that,she got upset and left immediately.
Me: Hmmm. Who did you call?
Ken: A client o. But it was a female.
Me: Huh? And you expect her not to be jealous? And I’m sure you haven’t tried to explain things to her.
Ken: Cos she won’t pick my calls. Please talk to her. I miss her a lot.
Me: And how much will you pay me?
Ken: Chai. I thought mum was the only business woman we had in this compound?
We had a long round of laughter and I ended up pushing him down to a sofa and finishing him up with pillows. I was now sitting on him and he didn’t stop laughing.
Me: If I’m a business woman, what are you? My client then.
He tried lifting me up so I wrapped my arms around him and steadied myself in a way that he won’t be able to stand. He placed his hands on my waist and succeeded in standing up. In my effort to fight him, his hands took my top up and my womanhood was on display for him. I didn’t know what was happening but he put me down immediately and became uneasy.
Me: I won then. I’ll talk to her when I see her okay?
He still didn’t respond, instead he looked away.
Me: Ken?
Trying to walk up to him, my top fell back and I realised what just happened. I ran out of the house and bumped into the devil himself.
Gospel: How was it? I’ve being standing here waiting to tell you that I know what’s going on in there.
I hissed and continued from where I stopped, running into the house, upstairs and then into my room.
Ken had seen my womanhood, he had seen me and he didn’t react? He didn’t say anything like Gospel? Jesus! What am I going to do? Will I ever be able to stand him again? But Gospel has seen my nakedness and i wasn’t this uncomfortable
The next couple of weeks got me in a different mode. Worst case scenario, Kamsi and Ted were preparing for their engagement night so they had travelled to Abidjan for goodness knows whatever,leaving me all alone. Mum herself was now always busy as her clothing line has being registered and opened. I prayed unendingly for the vacation to be over.
One Thursday, I was so bored so I placed a call to Rose.
Rose: Hello girlfriend
Me: Hi dear. How’re you?
Rose: I’m good and you?
Me: I’m fine, just bored to the bones. You mind taking me out?
Rose: Awww. I’ll really love to but I’m currently two hours and some minutes far from your location.
Me: Eh? Did you travel too?
She laughed.
Rose: Yes babe. I’ll be back tomorrow though, we will do it tomorrow.
Me: Okay. I’ll wait then. Better get something for me while coming back.
Rose: I will my dear. Take care.
Me: You too.
Now, what am I going to do? Everyone is just busy with one or two things. Ken? I can’t even go to him, since that incident, I’ve not seen him and its best that way. Gospel? Sweet Jesus, who would go to a devil? Then I’m left with Hillary. We’ve not spoken that morning and I’m not going to call him. I’ll just surprise him, spend the day in his house and then come back late. Yes, that’s what I’m going to do. I went into my wardrobe and started fishing for the best outfit to wear to my boyfriend’s house. I went for a jean short, a black singlet and a black long packet shirt. This shirt belonged to Ken but I had shaped it in a very sexy way. One thing i liked about this shirt was that it was long and it stopped just an inch above the jean short i had picked. Ehen, I completed it with a jean snicker and smiled at my sense of fashion. I got into the bathroom and spent enough time washing and scrubbing myself. I was over excited. I had being to his house once but didn’t stay long. I’m sure he was going to be happy to see me.
The next hour got me in a cab and I was riding to Ogui road. The cab man stopped me in front of the gate,I paid him and went in. Surprisingly, the gate was open so I just walked in. I opened the door to the sitting room and I met no one. He must still be in bed. I climbed the stairs, trying to remember the door to the room he had shown me to be his.
The house was a five bedroom mansion, three rooms downstairs and two rooms upstairs. He lived in it alone. I got to the door and opened it gently, with a loving smile plastered on my face.
What did I see? Was that Rose? They both looked in my direction and sat up. Rose was well dressed, either she was just coming in or about going out. She was kissing Hillary who was lying down and shirtless.
I walked further into the room and dropped my handbag on a table.
History was repeating itself but now, its different because I won’t go without a fight.
Hillary: Baby, please its not what you think.
I looked at him but no,I’m not coming for you, not yet. And like a ball of fire, I attacked Rose,slaps first, and once she fell on the bed, I climbed her and started raining blows on her face. Hillary tried to separate us but I wouldn’t let go. Rose just remained under me, crying for help.
I got tired of wasting my blows and got up from her. I dragged her out of the room and into the sitting room upstairs. I went back to Hillary’s room, rummaged my bag and found my phone. I went back to her, took pictures of her messed up face before going back to my boyfriend, sorry, ex boyfriend.
He had succeeded in wearing something decent.
Me: How long has this being going on?
Hillary: Baby, I can explain everything.
Me: I asked, how long?
Surprisingly, my voice was calm but I was breathing fast. Finally,I believe that I’m cursed like one of my monikers had said previously. My parents, daddy Alex, Emeka, Gospel, and now, oh Jesus, Hillary.
Hillary: Baby, its a mistake.
Me: Mistake? Did you say mistake? Both of you were kissing and I’m sure she spent the night here. Hillary why?
I’m also beginning to think that I’m not attractive. Why would two people that I loved do the same things if not that I’m not attractive. Gospel was with another woman, now Hillary and this one hurt most, with my friend.
He came closer to me and held me in his arms, it was now that the tears fell.
Hillary: She came to me, I promise she did. I tried my best to fight it, I tried. But that morning that I told you I had an erection, she was the one at my gate, I was weak and defenseless and she took advantage of that. I’ve avoided her like a plague till last night when she came back,baby I’m sorry.
Me: Why? Hillary, I love you, why will you choose to treat me like this? Why didn’t you even tell me?
Hillary: I wanted to protect your relationship with her. Please forgive me. I promise it won’t happen again.
I withdrew from him and cleaned my face.
Me: Of course it won’t happen again. I won’t give you another chance to mess with my life. You would have gone for someone else, not my friend.
Me: She came to me baby. You know I can never hurt you. I….
Me: We’re over. You can do whatever pleases you now. I’m done here.
I clutched my bag and walked out but he followed me. He stopped me at the foot of the stairs and held me,tighter than before.
Hillary: Baby don’t do this to me. You know how much I love you, you know how much you mean to me. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. Please forgive me.
Me: At least, you would have told me before now, you would have told me.
Hillary: I was trying to protect…..
Me: What fu’ckin protection are you talking about? What friendship? You did me bad Lary. I loved you with my life. You’re my everything, my life, look what you did to me, look at me now.
He loosened his grip and I used that opportunity to walk out, walking out of the house and promising never to return again

ALONE: EPISODE 24

Episode 24
Lunch was amazing. Different varieties of food; from fried rice and drilled fish to yam and sauce with fried eggs. There was also a chicken soup, some baked cakes and fruits to wash down the meal. I didn’t have time to acknowledge the meal because it was like a rule in the Kalu’s residence, never to talk while eating. The only thing you’ll keep hearing is,”please pass the salt” or “is there any serviette at that side?”.
But once we had all left the table, every one started confessing about the meal including Hillary and Rose.
We all sat down at the sitting room to discuss. The look on mum’s face showed that she was happy and anyone seeing us sitting together would think that we’re gathered for a family meeting.
Mum: I’m not going to take much of your time as its compulsory that I take my siesta, I don’t play with it especially on Sundays as it is the only day I get to relax properly. I just need to chip in one or two sentences.
She paused and looked at our faces.
Mum: You’re all grown ups. The youngest amongst you all is Amanda and she’s no longer a kid. I want unity between all of you here. See each other as brothers and sisters. Quarrels and feuds should be far gone from you all. I know why I’m saying it and most of you know that as well. You all are old enough to know what’s right and wrong. You also have rights to call yourselves to order when you see that one of you is doing something contrary to your expectations. Finally,I wouldn’t want you all to disappoint me. Keep clean records and never,I mean never do anything to jeopardize your relationships.
She looked at all of us as if the words would sink in properly with her looks.
Mum: Having said that,I beg to leave you all now. Have fun and call me once dinner is served.
We thanked her and watched as she walked up the stairs gracefully.
Gospel was the first to break the silence.
Gospel: So, Hillary, tell us, what do you do with your free time?
Hillary cleared his throat..
Hillary: I go to my father’s hospital to help in the lab.
Ken: Wow! Your dad is a medical doctor?
Hillary: Yes.
Ken: Interesting. What are you studying in school?
Hillary: Microbiology.
Ken: What year.
Hillary: I’m in my finals.
Ken: Congratulations dude.
Gospel: So, what time do you spare then for Amanda?
Hillary: Oh! I always make sure we see at least three times in a week.
Gospel: Just that?
Hillary: Yes. That way, it won’t make the relationship boring. I don’t want her to get tired of seeing my face. Though I know I’ll love to see hers everyday and I plan to make it so.
We all laughed except Gospel. I could see the defeat in his eyes.
Gospel: So how old are you?
Hillary: Wow! Is it necessary?
Gospel: Of course it is. I….
Hillary: I’m 24.
Gospel: Ken is already a lawyer at 24.
I frowned immediately. A quick tension passed through the sitting room but Hillary remained with a smile.
Hillary: That’s very good. Very encouraging I must say. So when did you leave school?
Gospel: I schooled abroad. Got my degree at 23, now, I’m managing my father’s multinational company.
I knew what he was trying to do but I refused to say a word because I wouldn’t want our beautiful day to end up in fights.
Gospel: I’m the youngest CEO around the globe with a certificate from Oxford and Harvard.
Hillary scoffed and didn’t say a word, instead he sipped from his glass and focused more on the fool who wanted to show him he was lesser.
Kamsi stepped out with Rose to God knows where but I refused to leave.
Hillary: You’ve made a name for yourself I must say. Congratulations.
Gospel: Thank you. I deserve it.
Ken: So tell us, where are you from?
Hillary: My parents are from Udi local government.
Ken: Your parents? What about you? Ain’t you from there as well?
Hillary: I’m from California. I was born and raised here and only came back to be with my parents for a while.
I saw the smile on Gospel’s face disappear and change to a look of surprise. He wasn’t getting the victory anymore and I had Ken to thank for throwing in that question at that time.

ALONE: EPISODE 25

Episode 25

Ken: Wow! So you’re a citizen there?

Hillary nodded, sipping from his glass again.

Ken: I swear you’re good man. You don’t even act like one. Your personality is beautiful.

Hillary: What’s the need? I love this place more that’s why I tried to adapt immediately I came in.

Ken: Beautiful. I like you man.

Hillary: Same with me here.

Ken: Follow me to my apartment. I need to show you some stuffs.

They excused themselves and left the sitting room. I was now alone with Gospel. He wasn’t smiling and he seemed so distracted. I went to him and tapped him.

Me: Thinking of what to do next?

He hissed and looked away but I won’t stop pestering him. No.

Me: You got a degree at 23 yet you can’t maintain a relationship. You’re not even good at it. Things…

Gospel: Amanda please.

Me: Please what? Accept defeat and leave my life alone. Let me be. I’ve moved on. Quit trying to show Hillary that he’s not good for me. He’s the best gentleman I’ve ever met outside Ken so leave us alone.

He stood up and held my shoulders lovingly. I was even surprised.

Gospel: Okay. Fine. I accept that I don’t like that boy. I admit okay. But you know I love you. You know how much I care about you.

Me: No you don’t care about me. You don’t.

Gospel: They say,you don’t know the value of what you have till you loose it. I’ve lived in regret and it worsened after I saw you with this boy. I love you so much and I’m ready to make amends. I promise.

I stepped away from him,turning my back to him and fighting the tears that were threatening to fall.

Me: I needed support, love, attention but you offered none. Even if you couldn’t continue with me,at least, you would have being kind enough to hide those words. You said them before me,in my presence, you didn’t mince words remember? What happened? Now you’ve seen this light that is shining on my path and you want me to leave it and come back to you? Gospel, its not done. I love Hillary a lot and I’m ready to step on toes just to prove that point.

Gospel: The same way I’m ready to step on toes to prove mine too. I love you so much. Don’t you get it? You drive me crazy,being without you has left me empty and useless. I need you in my life baby and I’m willing to do anything to make you happy, I promise.

I turned back to face him and he held my hands.

Me: You don’t need to step on toes for my sake cause you’ve stepped on more than necessary. You’ve done enough. I don’t care about whatever stupid love you have for me. I’m happy now so quit trying to be nice.

He left my hands immediately and frowned his face.

Gospel: I’m sorry Amanda but you’re making things very difficult for me. What part don’t you get? The part that I love you or the part that that guy doesn’t deserve you?

Me: Oh! I don’t get any of them cause the only language my brain listens to now anything positive about my boyfriend.

He sneered and turned away.

Me: I don’t care the way your brain interprets it. I’m in love with someone else and that’s final.

Gospel: You lie.

Me; I see.

Gospel: If I can’t have you, nobody will.

He turned and repeated it again, pausing his lips to make sure I understand.

I stood there as we looked each other in the face like sworn enemies.

Gospel: If you can’t be mine, you can’t belong to anyone else. I made you what and who you are so you owe me a lot. I own you and there’s nothing you or anybody can do about it.

I found my voice immediately but instead of speaking, I found my arm flying in the air and registering a slap on his face.

Me: You listen,I own my life. If there’s anyone I should be fighting with about it, it should be God and not any useless and selfish man. That you picked me up from a dungeon, brushed me up,sheltered me, clothed me, doesn’t mean you own my life. And as for what you said,you’ll see with those two miserable eyes of yours how I’m so going to spend the rest of my life with the boy who loves me a lot and not you. You’ll apologise with that miserable mouth of yours for every d--n word you said here.

I stuck a finger out and poked at his chest.

Me: And when that time comes, I’ll give you more slaps than I just did.

He didn’t say another word. He just rubbed his chin and walked out.

I sighed and sat down, giving a deep thought to what just transpired. He shouldn’t dare to hurt my boyfriend, if not, hell he’ll have me to battle with.

I felt a new fire light up in me and I knew I had to fight this one, no matter who was involved, even if its not for my relationship, at least to get my sanity back.

ALONE: EPISODE 23

Episode 23*
As early as 11am on Sunday, Rose was already at the house. She had told us that she came straight from church. As usual, mum was very happy to see her. They talked for a while before Rose changed into one of my clothes and we sat down to chat for a bit at the terrace.
Rose: So how’s Hillary? Kamsi told me you both went out the other day?
Me; Yes. I had fun.
Rose: So you finally said yes?
Me: Of course. Hillary is such a nice guy. I wonder where he’d being all my life.
Rose: Wow.
Kamsi: He’s being waiting for the right time. And immediately the time was ripe, he came.
Me: Miss philosopher.
Kamsi: Call me that again.
We all laughed and got busy with our phone. Some minutes later, Hillary called.
Hillary: Hi bae
Me: Hi dear.
Hillary: Will you be kind enough to step outside your gate? I’m parked here and waiting for a Cinderella to come and walk me to the ball.
My chuckle got Kamsi and Rose’ attention and they stared at me.
Me: You won’t only get a Cinderella, you’ll also get Jasmine and snow white.
Hillary: Beautiful. Please I’m waiting
I hung up and told the girls and they smiled.
Rose: So, I’m not fair so I’m Jasmine.
Kamsi: Unarguably Snow white.
We shared a laugh before walking downstairs and outside the gate. He was sitting on the hood of his car. He was dressed in a body hugged shirt and jean trouser. His shoe was shiny black and he looked like one going for a fashion show. My friends and I couldn’t help but stare shamelessly.
Hillary: Won’t you stop staring and at least give me a hug.
I came out from my trance and hugged him, sharing a quick kiss too.
Hillary: (turned to Rose) Jasmine, how are you?
Rose: I’m fine handsome. You look amazing.
Hillary: Thank you. (turned to Kamsi) Snow white, how are you as well?
Kamsi: Better than yourself.
Hillary: I doubt.
We shared a laugh before entering the house. We led him to the sitting room where mum was seeing a movie.
Hillary: Good day Mrs Kalu.
He greeted with a little bow.
Mum: Good day son. How’re you?
Hillary: Very fine ma. You look quite good yourself.
Mum smiled like a teenager.
Mum: Thank you my dear. Please have a seat. You’re just in time for lunch.
I looked at the wall clock and it was some minutes going to 1:00.
We all sat down.
Mum: Amanda,go ask the girls if they’re done with making the table, Kamsi, go call your brothers.
Did I mention that Ken had moved to his own building? I guess I did not so please forgive me.
Kamsi walked out while I went to the Kitchen. I passed the dinning and noticed that the table was already prepared and I liked what I saw. I was tempted to take a peak to know the meals we’ll be having but on a second thought, I turned and went back to the sitting room.
Mum and her in-laws (Rose and Hillary) were already conversing so I stepped out of the house.
Kamsi was taking a call so I stood beside her. She dismissed the caller and turned to me.
Me: So you’ve not called your brothers?
She smiled and kicked my shoulders playfully.
Kamsi: Was thinking of a way to inform Gospel, maybe sending him a message. I’ve vowed never to go into his apartment again.
I frowned at her but she didn’t stop.
Kamsi: I’m beginning to see him as the black sheep of this house.
Me: Are you alright?
Kamsi: Of course I am. You don’t get it do you? He’s not the gentleman I’ve always thought him to be. I don’t know what changed him and….
Me: You know what? Go and call Ken while I call Gospel. We’ll talk about this after today.
Kamsi: Whatever.
I spanked her behind with my palm and we both went on our different directions.
I got to the door and rang the bell and the door swung open immediately.
Me: Hi.
Gospel: Amanda, come inside.
He was on a jean short and polo and he had a smile plastered on his face.
Me: No. Not now. I was sent to call you. Lunch has being served.
He looked at me like I was hiding something.
Gospel: So I guess your boyfriend is here?
Me: Yes. Together with Rose.
Gospel: Okay. I’ll join you guys in two minutes.
I walked away, surprised that he didn’t react, also praying that he doesn’t have a back up plan hatching somewhere.
Mum was still busy with Hillary, asking him his parents occupation, where they lived, where they came from,trying to drill out everything about him, with Hillary in turn,giving her all the answers with a smile.
I sat down and joined Rose. Kamsi and Ken came in some minutes later.
Ken walked to Hillary who stood up and gave him a handshake.
Ken: Hillary right?
Hillary: Yes and you are?
Ken: Kenneth. Nice meeting you.
Hillary: The pleasure is all mine.
They both sat down beside mum.
Ken: I’ve heard quite a lot about you and I do hope they are all true.
Hillary laughed, throwing his head back.
Hillary: Depends on what you heard.
Ken: I see you’re an intelligent guy. I hope you’ll be able to take care of my sister.
Hillary: I…..
Gospel: Of course he will. If he doesn’t, I’ll so beat him up.
We all turned to look at him and he was all smiles. He approached Hillary and offered his hand for a handshake. We were all surprised including mum. Hillary looked into his face and shook his hand, looking back at me for answers but I just shrugged my shoulders, indirectly telling him that I knew nothing.
Was this part of a plan? Or has Gospel changed for good?
Me: Made men indeed. Made men like you? God forbid. Its better I follow this university boy around than a made man who can’t control his libido, a made man who doesn’t care about the feelings of those he hurts. You don’t know Hillary Thompson but I promise you, he’s already a made man, not some fake guy who is wallowing under his father’s treasures.
He raised his hand to hit me and I ducked. He didn’t stop. He held my arm and pulled hard, causing me to cry out in pain.
Gospel: Not a word against me next time you cheap…..
Kamsi: Cheap what?
Gospel left me immediately and stepped back.
Kamsi: You’re just disgustingly jealous. I regret that you’re my brother.
She held my hand and we walked into the house, leaving Gospel behind.
We got to the kitchen and she brought out a pack of ice and placed it on my arm.
Kamsi: Sorry okay?
Me: Is that how he is?
Kamsi: Sometimes,especially if he’s angry. But what happened?
I told her everything and she just smiled.
Kamsi: Just let it be. We’ll report to mum once she’s back.
Me: No please. Let it be.
Kamsi: That’s what you always say. I’ll let it go this time but when next he touches you, I’ll tell mum.
Me: better

ALONE: EPISODE 22

*Episode 22*
The exams were over and I was grateful. Kamsi and I invited Rose and Hillary to the house for lunch and dinner on Sunday and they had agreed to come.
The next day being Friday, Hillary called, asking for permission to come pick me so we could eat out. I dressed up and didn’t wait for long before his honk came and I stepped out to meet him. We drove to an eatery where we ate quietly. We finished without discussing anything and he drove to shoprite.
Me: What do you wanna buy?
Hillary: Anything. I just want to spend this afternoon with you.
We shared a quick kiss before alighting from the car.
He asked me to pick anything I wanted. I had always fantasized about finishing a full bucket of ice cream so it was the only thing I picked. He wasn’t satisfied with that so he started picking boxes of sweets, chocolates, biscuits and drinks.
The ride back home was interesting as I had my bucket of ice cream and was spooning good quantities into my mouth and that of Hillary. I texted Kamsi, telling her that we were coming back and she said she was going to wait for us at the car park.
Hillary drove into the house and while he made for the bags, I just stepped out with my bucket of ice cream which hasn’t gone down a bit.
Kamsi welcomed us and took the bags inside including my bucket of ice cream.
Me: So you ain’t coming in?
Hillary: Not today. I have somewhere to be by 5:30 and look, its almost 5:00.
He fixed his gaze behind me and I followed to see Gospel walking towards us. My face flushed as I wondered why he was at home.
Hillary: Good day.
Gospel: Save your greetings. Who are you and what are you doing here?
Hillary looked stunned. He looked at me and I couldn’t say anything.
Hillary: I’m Hillary, a…..
Gospel: What are you doing here?
I had to come in now. He won’t embarrass my boyfriend. I won’t let him.
Me: Gospel you’re embarrassing my boyfriend and I don’t like it.
Gospel: Did you say that to my face?
Me: You heard right. It’s…..
Hillary: Baby!
I turned to him and he asked me to come. I went closer and he hugged me.
Hillary: Don’t argue. I’ll be here on Sunday. I won’t allow you to get into a fight with your brother.
Me: But….
Hillary: Sshhh.
He kissed me not minding Gospel’s presence. He entered his car and drove off.
Gospel: How shameless. Better tell him not to step into this house on Sunday because I’ll break his bones.
Me: You’ll do no such thing. You won’t dare.
Gospel: Don’t push your lucks. You can’t just bring in anybody to this house. Its not done.
I scoffed and walked closer to him.
Me: You just feel threatened by him. He’s a lot better than you so quit trying to make a mountain out of an ant hill.
Gospel: I can never feel threatened by him. If you want to do anything to spite me, look for already made men, men who’ll treat you right, not some university boy who goes round in borrowed cars.